RAEVILLE

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

I was asked about what my plans were for after the HSC again, and as usual I said I was going to stay in Sydney till December when I will go to Speech Night to graduate. I said I'd probably get a job and earn some money for a new camera, or maybe even a holiday. Maybe even take up driving lessons and do my 50 hours to get my P1 licence. I might visit old friends like my Year 8-9 English teacher Mr Bennett and his family who have been nagging me to visit them up on the North coast, or Nurie who's down in Canberra.

It made me think about how I wanted to celebrate my end of school life and the end of the dreadful HSC, and judging from the plans I have made for November it seems so dull and unlike a typical Year 12 student who has finished their HSC and only wants to celebrate. My boarding house friends would all be home, or in another part of the world celebrating - travelling, partying and everything else. I haven't heard much from my KL friends, and I guess they'll have their own plans too.

I'm now weighing up these two options: Fly home 1-2 weeks after the HSC, and catch up with friends and just generally be home. The other option is to stay in Sydney till December, when I will graduate from school life properly and fly home with my mum later. I don't know if I can even go home because mum'll be in Sydney till December.

Right, I've just typed up a whole lot of rubbish that only justifies the stress I've been experiencing in the last couple of days, especially during Maths and Biology classes where I'm literally clenching my teeth and holding in the tears of frustration with myself.

I think I need to sleep.

Cheers.

PS. Boarders' weekend tomorrow afternoon to Sunday. Prepare for dormancy.

PPS. I wish I had more friends. I feel so alone.

& turned on the lights; 19:24

about me.

raelene. rae. roro.
eighteen years.
malaysian.
completed her final year of school at st caths, sydney.
is a musician, photographer and aspiring designer.
loves travelling, art, music, great food, clear blue skies, writing and ice-cream.
enjoys drowning in music, strumming random chords on the guitar, playing tennis,
finger-bashing it out on a game console and a bowl of curry laksa.
despises bad traffic, girls with long and fair faces with large contact-lensed eyes, bad food, mascara goop, hard pillows and hard beds.

raeville.

RAEVILLE came about some time in the year of 2001. or 2002. it's been so long that i've forgotten already.
it all started here (i doubt the link works anymore though), in a dodgy little blog page. then it moved to here. a year later, and we moved to better things, namely blogspot.

ps. raeville is best viewed on mozilla firefox. just because it's better :)

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